before the end of summer 2011, best rained season since my 2nd hometown lingering.

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time to return.

五月 12, 2011 於 9:14 上午 (Uncategorized)

12/5/2011

time to return.^Its a cloudy morning after a sallow rain last night. i caught the breakfast which is rich. now i felt had to write something to make this blog complete. the sick office i intended to ditch still let me ill for the sinful souls in it any time desperately challenge me, like China surveillance exerts all over scan and constrain over me. life on this scarred continent dominated by dog, including machine dog. but, after all, God, don't u see my life beaming so bright, my level of satisfaction ever increasing in ur blisses? God, last night u touched me with girl's love, i do missing my girls even urgent. in this rained air from 4th floor, God, i entreat ur bringing me my new family with my girls sooner. that's my beautiful hope in this lovable wet morning. 

11/5/2011

a busy month puffing for online stuff.^this month i almost absent from my blog sphere. the reason is that i picked up my old hobby, collecting free stuff from web, esp. the shared, for i valued them high and no cause not to harvest while they still available in the spirit of freedom or pirate. everyday ends in elation with what heaps on my hard disk, for they mean happy time, no matter games or readings, under attraction of freedom world, esp from US. its really like a weightless dive, in God's shine.
last night i slept later, reviewing my chat below, God brings me insight in tangles among folks in my past dad's hometown village, Zhudajiu, mostly from a same ancestor, but devils among them drove the lost trying to challenge and defame my old family which so brilliant in its short earthly presence before i witness it vivid. i saw hostile so strong even generations unable shift the acid jealousy. God, u see the strong baring from the stem of Royal of China, and the even boarder world stage for my baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, owner of warozhu.com and wozon.net, future world leader every blessed sees. God, road toward glory unbiased straight for my family since my past dad, God in Heaven now. God, in this raining night, i see all bliss since my childhood, i witness the most scenery in the world my dad unveiled to me, in the mountain and its valley. God, the doomed against my Empire of China now even losing, harsher tools from the stolen state power barking desperate, God, u save and only ur word persist in one that untouchable. God, thank the month and today, thank the rain and thunders outside in this darker prelude of summer night. 

10/5/2011

a chat online via qq with hometown folk, a childhood friend.^ [ 2011-05-10 ] 
benzrad朱子卓 16:13:31 
真不容易见到你。生意怎样,生活顺心吗? 
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benzrad朱子卓 16:16:00 
我的生活还不错,跟我儿子朱楚甲玩电脑游戏给我挺多乐趣。就是工资低,因为自从2006跟单位弄僵后没有具体工作,爱干啥干啥。现在盼着有结余坐飞机去看老家亲人。 
朱才魁 16:16:01 
您好,我现在有事不在,一会再和您联系。 
朱才魁 16:50:36 
我去年过年在家里过的 
朱才魁 16:51:00 
一家人都回去了 
benzrad朱子卓 16:51:14 
恭喜。我老家就两个姐姐我觉得亲一些。 
benzrad朱子卓 16:52:15 
你三弟现在靠谱一些不?前年在朱大九见到他儿子。 
朱才魁 16:53:34 
还不是长不大,现在两个儿子了,还不是我父母来管 
benzrad朱子卓 16:54:06 
真的很难跟他小时候的可爱和你说的现在的样子联系起来。不过,谁也不能看准谁的命运。 
benzrad朱子卓 16:54:59 
你父母那样不对吧,应该让他自己承担责任,否则总是没有机会看清他自己的处境。 
benzrad朱子卓 16:55:39 
有很多事得自己来,别人越帮越乱。 
benzrad朱子卓 16:55:53 
你几个孩子? 
朱才魁 16:56:16 
现在想想也是我父母管教子女的方法不对,生的子女都是没用的 
朱才魁 16:56:57 
我还能有几个,一个儿子跟你一样 
benzrad朱子卓 16:57:52 
不要悲观,人多数看不准的,命运能让劣势变成优势。真的。 
朱才魁 16:58:58 
也没有呀,现在都是靠自己,过得也不错呀 
benzrad朱子卓 16:59:12 
你三弟不喜欢家庭和孩子也可能他的锐气太重,那也可能是好事。一句话,凡事别太用定势去看,因为人实在太弱小。 
benzrad朱子卓 16:59:56 
那就好。快乐最好,千金难买。 
benzrad朱子卓 17:00:37 
下班了,你在店门面吗? 
朱才魁 17:01:38 
那个我是这样想的,人一辈子,年轻没受过苦,到长大总得吃苦头 
朱才魁 17:01:57 
现在是在家里的 
朱才魁 17:02:07 
店没做了 
benzrad朱子卓 17:04:54 
那现在怎么谋生?人命好我觉得不用你说的那些繁复。报应的看法很必然导致佛教。我觉得佛教是误人子弟,坑害中国人几千年。 
benzrad朱子卓 17:06:15 
世界的模式很可能不是像佛教的零和和孤寂。我这么想。 
朱才魁 17:06:52 
现在还是做生意呀 
benzrad朱子卓 17:08:12 
基督教教人相信万能的独神,这个信仰就能改变世界,即使极端的不自由也不能缚绊那个大自由。 
朱才魁 17:09:38 
人年轻的时候父母宠爱没吃过苦,长大了,父母帮不了,自己吃苦是必然的,这不是什么教,这是经验呀 
benzrad朱子卓 17:09:54 
不辩论了。 
朱才魁 17:11:08 
那也是没办法之后的办法了,人活着总得生活 
benzrad朱子卓 17:11:16 
我爸从不让我尝尝他的工作的苦,所以我今天的世界比他的更好。父母的爱能这样提高孩子。 
朱才魁 17:14:06 
父母不能溺爱子女,小时候让孩子吃点苦,子女大了,才能更好的应对生活呀 
benzrad朱子卓 17:17:19 
真心的爱,包括父母的真爱,是不会不想到孩子大的一天,独立的一天,自私的爱才是窒息人的。你的父母可能原本就是有不对的,在他们对你的三弟的态度里,所以你三弟这么逆。你怎么不相信世界上的事都是一个巴掌拍不响呢?! 
朱才魁 17:19:23 
这不是每个做家长的都能做的好的,要不怎么说是溺爱呢 
benzrad朱子卓 17:21:10 
你对。 
朱才魁 17:23:37 
我这是自身体会呀,现在走到这一步,真的吃了蛮多亏的 
benzrad朱子卓 17:28:34 
要用感灵的话说,你的生活多少都是你期待或接受的,人生每一步都有选择,如果你觉得世界在你的生活中提供选项太少,那很可能是你还未开化,你的世界原本就是黑暗的。看见恩典,就看见了光明,看见了自由(选项)。 
朱才魁 17:30:39 
你这又是那来的大道理,我看不大懂 
benzrad朱子卓 17:34:05 
我去吃饭了,再聊。祝你生活更开心和满意。 
朱才魁 17:35:14 
好的, 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:12:13 
我觉得我刚才的发言不错,想留到我博客里给我儿子将来看,我把你的名改成“朱才魁”,行不?不是单独作为一个博客日记发表,而是作为一周的日记里的一天,跟其他几个工作日的日记一起发布,行不?盼你回复。我的博客:http://riveryog.blog.163.com 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:12:49 
我不会那些东东 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:14:44 
你爱咋弄随你 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:15:28 
你不用管,真名隐去,就是在对话中显示我的思路。看起来就是这样: 
太长聊天窗口发不过去,你放心就是。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:15:48 
我写博客4-5年了, 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:15:58 
就是自己的生活和想法。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:16:51 
就是从聊天记录里拷贝下来。你看聊天记录,就是这样。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:16:57 
谢谢你放心。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:18:50 
西方叫信神的“spiritual”,中文叫灵修。就是有心人观察到人人心灵互动,世界大有逻辑。 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:19:51 
你的话真是多哦 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:20:33 
我在得精神病后,放弃了强要,就开始观察到神的存在。然后读一些书。 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:22:28 
书也不能当饭吃呀,也试着做点什么赚点钱呀 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:22:43 
每个人的道路都是有缘的,都是神的安排。我从来觉得自己不差,所以亲神是必然归宿。当然,我的父亲给我巨大的指引。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:24:00 
你难道不知道你的道路是不用求的吗?我现在很好,为什么要去争庸人的东西? 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:25:32 
金钱不是万能的,没有金钱是万万不能的呀 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:25:53 
你要是感恩,你就不这么苦痛你过去吃过的所谓的亏。 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:28:02 
我吃亏是指我生活的态度,不是钱的错 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:29:11 
富裕没有极限,我现在觉得我的生活里的东西够用,就是我上面说的恩典,我相信这是神的安排,我为什么要去做神不让我做的东西,比如张皇或抱怨?感恩就是富足。 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:30:45 
你说的也是,知足常乐,也不用为钱苦恼 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:33:32 
难道钱多就能买来一切吗?比如纯真,或执信?人没法返回到童年,钱也没法洗赎不公正。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:34:03 
今天我是话多。 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:36:31 
唉,有钱我就不会让父母受那么多的苦了 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:38:09 
有可能你父母一直预料着他们的今天。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:39:41 
你现在开始不指责或耽心你家里的亲属,他们可能就真的慢慢不用你了。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:40:38 
你不记得你爷爷吗?他抱怨他的生活吗?我记得他很少担忧。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:41:20 
很有可以你父母心理不成熟。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:43:58 
成年人过分姿态僵硬,不通融,可能就是不成熟。毕竟世上人没有太对的。尊重年轻人和新社会就是睿智。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:46:08 
你家可能太在意经济上出人头地。老是耽心落困就可能招来贫困。我觉得真有信心的人总是会看着机会和繁荣。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:47:34 
佛教是最典型的看空的信仰,结果真的使中国一步比一步羸弱和破败。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:50:01 
这话智者说过很多遍:你想什么你就是什么。现实就是你的视野和天空。注意:一般人会说你的视野就是你的现实。 

7/5/2011

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riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)

no doubt it did so long.

网易科技:创新工场被指一直在“抄袭”:点点网是最大样本,点点CEO许朝军回应称先创业再创新更适合中国国情。  http://163.fm/4PkUDaE6  原文评论


riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):for the sins in PRC, and most of the survivor&their offspring after civil war as well as sino-Japan war half century ago.

||@杀出个黎明: 转发微博。R罗克:一位英国网友说,他真的不理解中国人,国家级媒体隔三差五就爆出食品安全问题,没有一位高官下台,而且中国人还如此镇定。要是在英国,管食品安全的部长早就主动提职了,首相都会面临弹劾。2011-04-18 17:01 来自 网易微博


riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):wonderful! glory to American people once and forever!

||@网易股票 :转发微博。网易新闻:【刺杀拉登视频实时传送 奥巴马白宫屏幕前监看】据外媒报道,当美国海豹突击队在巴基斯坦阿伯塔巴德执行刺杀奥萨马•本•拉登任务时,奥巴马总统也在白宫里目不转睛地盯着屏幕,监看卫星实时传送的视频。http://163.fm/UgjldDC

riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓):God, grant me an improved workplace. save my energy from trifle violence ambushed by enemies of my Empire of China.  2011-05-03 08:58 来自 网易微博

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a blog for the open of zhuchujia’s new wp blog: an fuss on benzrad, his dad’s financial status.

四月 7, 2010 於 6:30 下午 (Uncategorized)

a new sunny morning brings fresh hope. last night baby’s mom, emakingir shown despise&slight over me when i tried to talk to baby son online. she is a kind of dog, too, no way to spill her sick ill of being abused by the dominating dog system in China mainland, and a heart of hurting&hurt, spreads scapegoat. i was also reminded again how far different we r, and the glory of Son which no one can compare to or with. Son simply right on everything, while sins forever from the start accompany human.

this afternoon, God rids me off the financial curiousness. met baby son, who just left the kindergarten with his grandma fetching him these months, on the bus stop. sent him to a taxi and too harsh to discuss new games i collected for him in this work week. contacted him online, but he rebuffed my suggestion to visit him in this weekends. its all time a bright day. i retreated to dorm near 2pm when tomb chill thick in office, sorted stuff in dorm, and enjoy sunshine from window. in office checked google search result of family names, posting this blog entry for the opening of baby son’s real name blog at wordpress.com, so mighty a blog portal, at http://zhucj.wordpress.com . God, i now fearless and enjoy the life in ur setting.

below is benzra’d today’s commments on web:

Benzrad Zhu

Re: http://bit.ly/ds2tR3 @merriemarie strong holder of ur point. as to satellite dish, in my latest visit to my hometown village, a mountain village in Hubei Prov, central China, found satellite TV’s signal so clear that can challenge cable TV. but what’s disappointing, China authority banned free buy of the dish for national censorship, and bargains with its official HD channel’s selling out by data encrypted. i really felt satellite TV is a cheap and working solution for distant or mountain area where cable TV first level investment amounts rocky.

Benzrad Zhu

Re: http://amplify.com/u/49ag @socratoad the human society evolved into new era of social relative form gene.

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Re: http://bit.ly/dyuahx @wentzeldk China blocked the site, so i can’t read it.

Benzrad Zhu

Re: http://bit.ly/dcDHoN @merriemarie likely the rule out is far-reaching effect. i do see the rationale in large scale’s sharing: for quites resource of human achievements, if not locked under Intelligent property law’s protection against the poor, human as a total can be enriched by the share, with which knowledge spreads and constructive effects nurtured.

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bright days, new life pending.

十一月 11, 2009 於 2:14 下午 (Uncategorized)

these days mostly sunny days, with warm air and enlightening sun ray. this week i enjoyed my working space a lot: with twitter updates in view, and instant message of most accounts ready at fingertip. what’s most exciting, i got google voice for 3 family google accounts, in the cheat of American user. even now i don’t have a single friend outside of inland, i still felt quite contented with the powerful tool google offers. i in view the day China united with the freedom world in borderless clearly. i envision China can be a interesting and respectable partner of the fruitful Christian culture.

also we got quite some social sites interwoven. i finished the needed authentication to let post to my facebook, twitter via 3rd part tools, like seesmic or brizzly, both too nice to miss. i see its quite right to make full use of this kind of posting against spying eye from day to day harsh China surveillance. the world of cyberspace merging into coherence while China authority tries all its means to separate China from the world democracy, Chinese to global citizen.

this week we less gamed, for after experience so many breathtaking large games, baby son and me both loathed to try less interesting games, or small games. but a recent release, “De blob", attracted him 2 nights. he gamed it alone. we also picked his favorite game, “Cloudy with a Chance of Meat Balls", we made progress in once dead lock in another large game.

its a peaceful warm winter afternoon now. i didn’t saw the tall girl in QRRS for 2 days, in the rush time of QRRS, my once and long time employer, a state-owned enterprise. last time when i shown my salute from my office window, she abrupt cut way to the other side of the road just under my window with her female companion. i see its a signal of her loath of waiting and being watched. the coming 2 days i busy in office, missing the rush time people’s flow outside of the lane. i really don’t intend to do anything, i trust God to bring me my beloved. and by the way, now i want to attend my baby till he grows 8 years on the earth. on the other side, i would never miss a chance to live in the harmony with my girl, in warmth of new life.

its work time now. dogs around biting heavily as usual. the day before yesterday i decided to give up the inspire upon a cute girl in the community of 139.com, a affiliate of the monopoly of Chinamobile. i got holy message that the name is complicated for me, for my longing for sanity and dewy, longing of pure girl. i see ever brighter future of my love.

bye for now, all my beloved. i pray u r in right mood and feeling love of the blessed, love of peace. winter coming, chill gathering, but lasting is the saint and pure light heart.

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the road every day baby son, warren zhu, took the bus to his kindergarten. the far end is railway telcom.

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the best beloved, warren zhu, hope of China and God of universe, in fighting game, in his mom’s house, with his new pants.

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sunset, tower, and ravens’ gathering in early winter in Qiqhar.

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new moon appears early in early winter dusk.
 
baby son, warren zhu, hope of China, in his fighting game, with his favorite new pants. 

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golden Autumn in light show.

十月 27, 2009 於 3:24 下午 (Uncategorized)

these weeks a bit busy, for the freedom world offers so many invalueable stuff. in these weeks, my family sites continued to expand, now including delicious accounts, which now support yahoo account’s automaitcally login; tumblr blogs, which so powerful while so fit; seesmic, a twitter client can help me bypass the deadly blocking of twitter from China surveillance; and tweet.im, an autoposting service binding with gtalk account. i also seeing family site expanding within demestically, including 139.com, an affiliate of the monoply company, China mobile, and dii.cn, a twitter clone with neat interface. since yesterday, i felt i should preserve family 2 new namespace, riveryog for me and warozhu for baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China and God of universe, with facebook, the best and largest social network. China surveillance likely blocking facebook’s sms service within its sovereign, for i tried several mobiles, none can receive facebook’s verifying code in sms. i tried to reach out a Taiwanese among my google contacts, but his mobile also can’t receive my facebook’s verifying code.

these weeks mostly sunny days. with God’s beam, i like to fly at will. China surveillance blocking more and more famous sites, including google sites, goole apps, tumblr, hellotxt, posterous, and yahoo meme, but i was never daunted, each time i lose an open voice channel, i would try to compensate with new reach out to more brilliant western world sites. God’s message never fade, or wind-gone, but populate springly. i enjoy seeing my future people voice here now, a missing treat for my loneliness i suffered so far in this eccentric corner of northeastern China. i enjoy the virtual team in God’s shine, upon every directions of the globle.

its also mostly lightened days, with so many games. baby son made every free moment gamed on my new notebook with my companion, imersing in games like "frontline" or "call of duty". play games is my long time dream, esp. when i saw quite less informed persons also enjoy themselves a lot in games, esp. first person shotting. i always love to see the advanced applications of artifical intelligence, or complicate interactive between human and robot or machine system, like games. but previously i always engaged in stuff more concrete, like download, resource management, site building, learning, etc. but baby’s invitation these days drew me into hot games so deep and so imersing, that i really felt the world of colorful and possible.

its a bright moment now, seeing sunshine over the trees parrel to office window. dog on facing desk biting heavily, as usual, and the dead roaming in the corridor. i enjoyed so many golden moments in my life. last night, i asked baby son to sleep alone me, he did after some time of play. in mid night, all of us, including his mother, emakingir, woke up, in God’s set, to celebrate the love and glory. i just dreamed of a lonely pilot, who fight persistantly. God shown me what’s manly and what’s the ultimate hardness and grace a blessed can be. i again, after many times seen before in the end of holy dreams, the mightiest God, and the non-impossible.

yes, gays and dogs biting now around. killing them just a matter of seconds. i see my second wife, Masheng, from Japan, changed this morning my bank deposit book into a deposit card, i saw the wells of my family never plentier and stronger.

at noon i again saw the tall girl in QRRS, walking passed my office window. i sticked my head outside of the window, likely she noticed me. she is tall and fit, i hope God don’t train more me harsh and coarse with loneliness and ever harder hopes in perished.

Ok, now, Omen, God, save my Empire, bring me my beloved.

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benzrad, me, proud dad, holding baby son, warren zhu, hope of China, for a shot by emakingir.

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a corner view of south park, near emakingir’s house. baby playing his scooter with his mom’s companion.

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wrest with China surveillance.

十月 15, 2009 於 12:03 下午 (Uncategorized)

its now golden season here in northeastern China. bright sunshine in most days, and warm&crisp air conveys the golden bliss. i enjoyed pc games more and more with baby son, who rightly a savvy gamer, and insatiable entertainment sitter. every night when i lay down on bed alone him and his mother, i just feel too precious a day it was. i hold his bear and smooth foot, and amazed by God’s glory.

but now all things so bright. the China authority resolved to challenge the common sense. quite some lames supposed the tighten surveillance will loose after the special period of National Day march, but it was not the case in this year and this time. the loser broke the mind, doomed to farewell to its once appealing, doomed to separate China with the world, peaceful people with the docile. the Internet censorship turning more and more harsh and smooth most free mind and good wishes Chinese hold so far under the faked forged socialism.

these days my pc os was hacked, or my web traffic under arbitral filtering. my web traffic never overlap 90KB/s, since yesterday the grandma clean the house and i also at the moment refurnish my os with common software’s update. in last 2 days i tried lots of way to make clear what’s wrong with the lagging and sometimes unstable Internet traffic. but most of my works led lighter to the endeavor of hidden dark hand over my os and my account or audit or filter in my Internet ISP’s router or network hardware. net neutral, a purpose pushing in US, a far cry and forever utopia for Chinese in Socialism dome, just like its doctorate died decades among the bloody red starred geopolitics. but i know world aligns to change, including the dying China mainland, as God promised me, as the Empire in my title and host from hundred years ago from my glorious ancestor. China determined to change, since the history of the world. the dying sin let to supervise the scary land in these years, was ordered to leave now. a brighter sky encompassing the land emerging from the dim and dark.

OK, its sunny now outside of my office. i was the blessed to own the vast land, China. i was testified to claim here again, as the theft of state nowadays frequent deaf due to their greediness.

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baby bathed at home in warm late Autumn

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Temporary while forever lasting pleasure of now

十月 6, 2009 於 11:19 上午 (Uncategorized)



the vacation of China National Day and lunar Mid-Autumn Day, almost passed. baby son, warren zhu, and me, benzrad, enjoyed larger and newer games which can drive my new acer AS 4736G to its full load, beyond wilderness. i also made good use of time when i was left with baby alone when his mom attending her school, to let baby son know more God and the mission of our Royal of China. i also condemned his mother and her family a lot. also a lot of time wasted attending games’ download, which very lagging. we just found the beauty of larger pc games, like "Frontline: fuel of war" and "call of duty: modern warfare", both larger than 4 GB, which cost me for 2 and more days to download from p2p. i tried "Frontline" with baby son, who also been attracted at once, but later baby son ditched me and follow his visiting uncle’s playing with it, for the uncle more a veteran on games. he was asked to come over to break my intimate time with baby by baby’s mother, who likely felt my talk and my critics with baby upon her when she absent.

these days in vacation really sometimes ignite my sex desire. i longing for my girls a lot. but i sure seeing God consoles me with our promised gathering with all my beloved in coming months. i saw God let me endure to lighten the coming elation of new life. i promise all my girls of my full heart, with full fruitful.

its a gloomy morning. i don’t fear the spying eyes from China surveillance. i saw budding like spring rains, weak but insistent. i saw blessing of God like warmest and brightest sunshine, killing and healing. i saw my promised love like rains rampant and torrential.

 

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new life in anticipation

九月 17, 2009 於 4:02 下午 (Uncategorized)

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road toward peace&grace

九月 13, 2009 於 3:47 下午 (Uncategorized)

Posted by     benzrad zhu  to  benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly…

2 months passed since my return from my hometown, Zhudajiu, Central China. i quite enjoyed the peace in office, even the place rampant abnormal persons, esp. dogs on desk facing&backing me.God just shown me i can't rest on harmony.i saw my works here preparing baby more enjoyable pc games rewarding.baby grows so smart that my only complain is that i too cozy to blog about my mission here on the earth.recently i just finished reading to Nash's biography.that remind me of baby can be idle in the infinite possibilities of his road on this planet. however, God let me more and more at sure that his arrangement the best arrangement.Sigh! God, i really enjoy my life!

It has been a series of bright sunny days, since the night i told baby his mission and the history of world as well as of China.it then lately in night, i summon my speech with this closure: the world to come surely under changing, its ur task to make the different. next morning it drizzled, so auspicious! i read in office, and left office earlier with a box of bottle water from the highest mountains in southwestern China, Tibet, dispatched by my  once and long time employer, a state-owned  enterprise. in the later afternoon after i read some time at home, it started to turn into brilliant sunshine.

so many moving moment in my life and my talk with God, with my second wife, Masheng, from Japan. i never be surer at this moment that me is the best blessed, and my life is the most glorious on the earth.

Ok, time to bit farewell now. i love my girls in praying for our gathering. i love my world to emerging.

      


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God, sees my works here.

九月 5, 2009 於 4:34 上午 (Uncategorized)

i oath to pave ur way here on the earth.

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